Ps 13 --- 13 Apr 2010

How long, O LORD, wilt thou forget me for ever? How long wilt thou hide thy face from me? How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart all the day? How long shall mine enemy be exalted over me? Consider and answer me, O LORD my God: lighten mine eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death; Lest mine enemy say, I have prevailed against him; lest mine adversaries rejoice when I am moved. But I have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation: I will sing unto the LORD, because he hath dealt bountifully with me.
Psalms 13:1-6

When we all seems to drown in sadness, despair, love-less, we thought that no one care about us, no one ever love us, and He, our Lord Savior, seems to forget about us at all. There are times that we feel sorrow, that our tears drops deep in our heart, and no one understand it, no one seems to bother it. At the same time our enemy goes against us, trying their very best to put us down, and we are as weak as the ant step by our own feet.

But He does care, He still there, listening to our prayer, feeling what we feel, thinking what we are thinking, yet not taking any action. Neither because He can’t, nor He doesn’t want to, but He love us so much that He want the best for us, even in such terrible circumstances. He will open our eyes, lightening us, in His time to see what He sees in us. He will save us from this darkest valley of death. He will grant us the greatest joy for us, to dwell in Him always.

I should trust His mercy always, even things happened to be getting worse. I will learn to rejoice in His salvation, for He saved us from the darkest age of our life, now He is saving us from all temptations, negative thoughts that go against Him, and He will, again, save us in the future, bringing us into the new Heaven. I will sing to Him, for He is gracious to me, always building my faith in Him, helping me to gaze on Him, wondering His mysterious act would lead me somewhere beyond my imagination. He is worthy to be praise, for the Lamb of God had died for us and bring us new hope of life.